Dreaming of Morocco





Yesterday I dreamt about having a tour in Morocco. Although I could never recall the glimpse of what I saw in the dream, yet I could feel the urge of going there until now. Morocco, Tunisia, Algeria... hmmm...



Ibnuhazam, Insya Allah I'll pay you a visit while you're still there.



Visit The Journey to Qalbiyya By Daniel Abdal Hayy Moore @ Deenport.com. This is a tip of an iceberg! I reckon there is more out there unexplored!

Nothing Much For Today

Nothing much to babble about for today.



Oh yes, visit : http://www.medicine.com.my

Alhamdulillah budak baru sampai!

Hmmm... 2, 3, 4 hari ini ada beberapa batch students yang datang. All of them are UCDs. Semalam, kelmarin dan hari sebelumnya pun ada makan-makan di sana dan di sini. Di Merville, di rumah Abang Ismail, rumah Dr Azli, dan ada lah lagi. Malam tadi di 218, anjuran PPIMI. Alhamdulillah, penuh dan meriah. Semuanya ceria melayan tetamu yang baru hadir...





//Suasana makan-makan I





//Suasana makan-makan II





//Antara senior-senior kita yang soleh musleh belaka - dari kiri : Izzuan, Zulfakar, Ghani



Hmmm... pagi ini orientation dan registration day di UCD Belfield. Life as a medical student (we're should be more than just students shouldn't we?) has just begins...



Foto-foto di atas adalah dari kamera digital Zulfakar

We are so sorry for 9-11

We are so Sorry for 9-11

September 11, 2004



By Kamal Nawash



This September 11 marks the third unforgettable anniversary of the worst mass murder in American history.



After September 11, many in the Muslim world chose denial and hallucination rather than face up to the sad fact that Muslims perpetrated the 9-11 terrorist acts and that we have an enormous problem with extremism and support for terrorism. Many Muslims, including religious leaders, and ?intellectuals? blamed 9-11 on a Jewish conspiracy and went as far as fabricating a tale that 4000 Jews did not show up for work in the World Trade Center on 9-11. Yet others blamed 9-11 on an American right wing conspiracy or the U.S. Government which allegedly wanted an excuse to invade Iraq and ?steal? Iraqi oil.



After numerous admissions of guilt by Bin Laden and numerous corroborating admissions by captured top level Al-Qaida operatives, we wonder, does the Muslim leadership have the dignity and courage to apologize for 9-11? If not 9-11, will we apologize for the murder of school children in Russia? If not Russia, will we apologize for the train bombings in Madrid, Spain? If not Spain, will we apologize for suicide bombings in buses, restaurants and other public places? If not suicide bombings, will we apologize for the barbaric beheadings of human beings? If not beheadings, will we apologize for the rape and murder of thousands of innocent people in Darfour? If not Darfour, will we apologize for the blowing up of two Russian planes by Muslim women? What will we apologize for? What will it take for Muslims to realize that those who commit mass murder in the name of Islam are not just a few fringe elements? What will it take for Muslims to realize that we are facing a crisis that is more deadly than the Aids epidemic? What will it take for Muslims to realize that there is a large evil movement that is turning what was a peaceful religion into a cult?



Will Muslims wake up before it is too late? Or will we continue blaming the Jews and an imaginary Jewish conspiracy? The blaming of all Muslim problems on Jews is a cancer that is destroying Muslim society from within and it must stop.



Muslims must look inward and put a stop to many of our religious leaders who spend most of their sermons teaching hatred, intolerance and violent jihad. We should not be afraid to admit that as Muslims we have a problem with violent extremism. We should not be afraid to admit that so many of our religious leaders belong behind bars and not behind a pulpit. Only moderate Muslims can challenge and defeat extremist Muslims. We can no longer afford to be silent. If we remain silent to the extremism within our community then we should not expect anyone to listen to us when we complain of stereotyping and discrimination by non-Muslims; we should not be surprised when the world treats all of us as terrorists; we should not be surprised when we are profiled at airports. Simply put, not only do Muslims need to join the war against terror, we need to take the lead in this war.



As to apologizing, we will no longer wait for our religious leaders and ?intellectuals? to do the right thing. Instead, we will start by apologizing for 9-11.



We are so sorry that 3000 people were murdered in our name. We will never forget the sight of people jumping from two of the highest buildings in the world hoping against hope that if they moved their arms fast enough that they may fly and survive a certain death from burning.



We are sorry for blaming 9-11 on a Jewish or right wing conspiracy.



We are so sorry for the murder of more than three hundred school children and adults in Russia.



We are so sorry for the murder of train passengers in Spain. We are so sorry for all the victims of suicide bombings.



We are so sorry for the beheadings, abductions, rapes, violent Jihad and all the atrocities committed by Muslims around the world.



We are so sorry for a religious education that raised killers rather than train people to do good in the world.



We are sorry that we did not take the time to teach our children tolerance and respect for other people.



We are so sorry for not rising up against the dictators who have ruled the Muslim world for decades.



We are so sorry for allowing corruption to spread so fast and so deep in the Muslim world that many of our youth lost hope.



We are so sorry for allowing our religious leaders to relegate women to the status of forth class citizens at best and sub-humans at worse.



We are so sorry.



postscriptum: Few days beforehand, there was a movie (not a documentary) shown : The Hamburg Cell - a so-called behind-the-scene of September 11 tragedy. Hmmm... too much Hollywood I suppose.

5 guys, 2 universities and 1 happy place : Dublin

Alhamdulillah, the first batch of the juniors are here now. There are 2 groups - one bound for NUI Galway, and the rest for UCD. Glad to meet Nuzul too, who was my boss (he's the top guy in co-op) in school. The best news is - Haikal, Syafiq, and Hafis will be flying off to Dublin as well! Man, it is small world after all isn't it? 5 people in Dublin, hmmm maybe that a new record I would say.



Finally I'm officially moved to my new home few minutes away from here. Phew!



Hmmm teringat ucapan org MSD Eire tadi. Kerajaan belanja juta-juta utk hantar pelajar ke sini. Oleh sebab nak hantar punya pasal, jalan kat kampung tak boleh tar, sekolah lambat siap, buku teks tak cukup, dll; sebab the goverment believes education is the essence of nation development. In our position, we know that we're merely pawns in this whole game, but bear in mind we're a part of a gargantuan jigsaw puzzle. I suppose I'm off the tangent now... my bad!



Okay... ade hal at 10.00 am pagi nanti. It is 20 minutes to 2 am...

A Day Like Another

Hmmm... didn't feel good for the whole day. Maybe dehydration really takes a toll on me. Also disappointed for not able to attend an important event today too. Sigh. So I took couples of Panadol to relieve some headache. Hopefully I'll get better soon, by grace of Allah.



More and more Dubliners are back here: Ipin, Azli, Azlan, and today probably Izzuan and Zulfakar will be here by tomorrow noon. I reckon more juniors are flying here too this week. Can't wait to fetch those freshers out at the airport!



Being full time coach potato here, I spent some time reading Nil Mengalir Songsang in the morning. It is an excellent masterpiece of Zaid Akhtar indeed. Read it here.

Merdeka

31st August 2004 - Hari itu begitu sahaja tanpa apa-apa menarik berlaku. Tiada bunga api atau laungan "Merdeka, merdeka, merdeka...". Hanyalah suatu hari biasa saja.



Sebenarnya, semuanya tengah menunggu 5 September nanti. Kedutaan Malaysia akan menganjurkan jamuan di Glendalough. Kenyanglah aku nanti. Oh ya, dikhabarkan rombongan pertama pelajar baru akan tiba Ahad ini juga. Fuh... bertambah meriahlah nanti.



Merdeka... merdeka... merdeka...



Aku rasa, kalaulah nak diceritakan tentang betapa ramainya cendekiawan kita, dan juga orang ramai yang melaungkan, menjerit, menyebut perkataan tersebut, mahupun memahami maksud kalimah merdeka pada hari tersebut, boleh masuk Malaysia Book of Records agaknya - Perkataan paling banyak disebut-sebut, direnungi dalam masa 24 jam. Kalah "weapon of mass destruction", "al-qaeda", dan lain-lain. Hmmm...



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