Sekali terpandang kalendar 'Longing For The Divine' keluaran Islamic Relief tergantung di dinding, rupanya dah hampir di pengakhiran tahun Masihi. Bagi tahun Hijrah pula, tinggal 2 purnama lagi. Dah nak habis rupanya ya?
Begitulah juga peperiksaan penggal pertama. Yang terakhir, lusa.
And yet, the end will mark a beginning of post-exam 'fever'. In other words, a series of campaign to 'restructure' myself as a Muslim. There's more to life than what I've done so far. The best way to explain the whole conundrum is - I'm here on a mission.
Post-exam checklist :
-Genealogy project // mak & ayah, abang minta tolong ya?
-Habiskan (dan ambil ikhtibar) buku-buku yang tersusun rapi di almari
-PUISI 2004 - recharge station I // booklet + tolong Al Akhbar si Alif
-Ski Trip extended version @ Melrose - recharge station II // photos, photos & photos!
-PMS @ MRC, Coventry - recharge station III
Oh yes, last Friday I went for IAWM talk on Fallujah. A doctor all the way from Fallujah hosted the moving insights of that bloody disaster. Also, the appearance of a prominent journalist (I can't recall his name) is an absolute crowd-puller. The talk went on for nearly 2 hours, with both speakers delivered a superb, moving live experience commentary.
Hmmm... actually I decided to go there on the spur of moment. An email from a friend really boggled up my mind - to go, or not to go?
Nevertheless, it was a good evening. Really. IAWM did a good job, and they even have a plan for anti-discrimation campaign, which encompasses Anti-Islamophobia, and the Hijab as well. I wonder how they're going about that matter. Just pray hard that it will not lead to further misconceptions and widen the bleeding cut the we've already had.
That night I crashed in 322 for a sudden urge to excavate deeper on history from a historian (a friend). Hmmm... History is one the best enlightenment for those who went astray, isn't it? Until now, I am still in limbo, and deeply longing for the divine from Ilahi.
Wallahu'alam.
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